ohshit.

he's on holiday for six days, he's been away for three so far. two people have said they don't think he's coming home. i thought it myself. my angel is watching over me and i had a dream last night of what might happen if he doesn't come home. i'm scared out of my wits, i can't get through to him when i call and he doesn't respond to anyones texts. he hasn't been on facebook since tuesday and i feel like crying my eyes out. what if he doesn't come home? what am i supposed to do then? he's one of my best friends and i honestly don't know if i could ever respect him if he abandoned us. i just hopes he proves us wrong, i'm hoping against hope that he's just being his typical selfish self. god i hope nothing has happened to him.